Today I am a student with drive, I look forward to school. I have caught a new fever, and that fever is a powerful offspring of failure. This very same month just two years ago, was a very challenging time in my life. The fear of failure constantly plagued my mind, almost to the point where anything better than failure, was a joke to me. I struggled with time management my first year of college, which led myself down a spiraling path of self destruction. When I couldn't find time to do anything other than homework, I would totally shut down and do nothing at all. I dwelled on my "lacking luster" relationship, and hurled myself into a state of isolation. A spot in my emotional and physical self being that couldn't break out of a shell.
I stayed dormit about this damaging mind, body and soul conflict with myself for too long. I have broken out of these chains and conquered some inner truth. I have learned to manage my time by writing everything down. I keep separate files for every class, and I also get things done right away. I have eliminated damaging relationships, and have been blessed with a blissful one. I have slowly gotten out of this rut. This all wouldn't have possible with out day to day challenging lessons. Concentration on truth, and what is truly good for me.
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